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Hey ya’ll!

If you follow me on social media you know that I am releasing a new blog series titled Realer Than Real. This blog series is a subsidiary of Reckless Behavior that will feature realer, uncut stories that I’ve been hesitant to share. To kick off the series, I’ve decided to share 40 confessions/facts about me. Hope you guys enjoy 🙂

1. When Nicki Minaj announced she will be retiring, my heart dropped.
2. I still feel very insecure from being teased and bullied so much as a child.
3. Sometimes I wish I had colored eyes instead of dark brown ones.
4. I don’t understand how people enjoy eating tomatoes and bananas.
5. Being interviewed and talking about myself makes me cringe. As much as people don’t see it, I am very shy.
6. I’ve lived in California my entire life and I want to experience living somewhere else, but at the same time the thought of leaving everyone I love and everything I know makes me sick.
7. It really annoys me when people call me “white washed” for listening to artists like Taylor Swift and Ed Sheeran.
8. My favorite song out right now is “Don’t Care” by Ed Sheeran and Justin Beiber.
9. I really wish I had rhythm and could dance.
10. I’m really debating on if I want to be a pescatarian.
11. I am really debating on if I want to stop drinking alcohol and live a healthier lifestyle.
12. I don’t like how all these live action movies, reboots and remakes are coming out.  As a creative, I think it’s lazy AF for creators to build off a concept that already exists.
13. Vodka is the most disgusting kind of alcohol.
14. I’d rather have an ice cold beer than a glass of wine.
15. I hate how tired I look. I wish I could get rid of the bags and crow feet around my eyes.
16. Every one of my scripts for Reckless Behavior The Series has been revised about six times.
17. Being in the spotlight is uncomfortable for me. I would rather be behind the scenes.
18. I have been wearing strictly Nicki Minaj perfumes for about 7 years.
19. I am a sugar fiend and when I have a stressful day I binge eat candy and desserts.
20. I think one of the worst things God created is black licorice.
21. My little sister is named Ariel, because I was a Little Mermaid addict and recommended it to my parents at the age of 4.
22. I never really do my research. Most things I’ve accomplished all came from “winging it”.
23. I am terrified of death. Everyday I fear I am going to get into a car accident or someone is going to shoot me.
24. I wish Girl Scout cookies were sold year round.
25. They say you shouldn’t regret anything, but I fasho regret all the bum ass niggas I gave money too.
26. I can’t wait to be a mom, but I’m TERRIFIED my child will die due to lack of me not knowing what I’m doing.
27. I wish everyone realized how detrimental perms are.
28. It makes me sad that I have no idea how to cook gumbo.
29. Every time my mom presses me about her not having any grand babies yet it makes me feel like crap.
30. I was scared to start QMC last year, because I didn’t know if people would support me.
31. I am very out of shape and often out of breath.
32. It annoys me that in three years I’ll be thirty and I don’t feel that I’ve accomplished as much as I should have.
33. I go back and forth between going to grad school, because a part of me values education and a part of me feels that it is more about having connections.
34. Star on FOX being cancelled really hit close to home and I hope that they bring it back.
35. I really want a thirty inch weave. I see Nicki Minaj, Meg Thee Stallion and others and I think the long hair is so attractive.
36. I think about getting a second job often, but I know that I don’t have the capacity to work two jobs and still do my creative projects.
37. I miss the Hyphy Movement.
38. I really feel the urge to start writing my first book, but I know I have to focus on one project at a time.
39. I can’t go to the movies and not get popcorn with extra butter. It’s a MUST.
40. I really hope I get to meet Gabrielle Union one day. I love her energy and I don’t think people give her the credit she deserves.

Whew, that was a long ass list, huh? LOL. Everyone PLEASE stay tuned for Realer Than Real and thank you for reading. Any of these confessions/ facts resonate with you? Make sure you leave a comment so we can discuss!