Life, poetry

Leave me in this box.

I am a personI breathe I have feelingsI have a life But to you I'm a dollA play thingSomething you deal with until you get tired of itWhy even pick me up in the first place?Why not just leave me in my box with my pretty clothes and accessories?I was doing fine and you personally… Continue reading Leave me in this box.

Life

Diary Of A Mad Black Woman

Photo by Lucxama Sylvain from Pexels I had an okay weekend. Drank a lot of alcohol and cried less than I did last week. It wasn't until I turned on the tv to watch my favorite show. I looked at my avatar next to his and realized I should probably sign out and sign up for my own… Continue reading Diary Of A Mad Black Woman

Life

I’m Not Bitter, I’m Mad As Hell

It was January 27th. This was the official day I was supposed to move out of California. I was so sad that my trip had to be pushed back a week, because I was ready to start my new life. I fought the urge to see it as a sign, because I was attempting to… Continue reading I’m Not Bitter, I’m Mad As Hell

Life

JANUARY= ADAPTING TO CHANGES

I’ve always considered myself someone who doesn’t like change. It’s easier for me to stick with what I’m used to and comfortable with, because the idea of change gives me anxiety and I begin to fear the unknown. In recent years I started to realize that living this way has kept me in a box.… Continue reading JANUARY= ADAPTING TO CHANGES

Life

We Really Aren’t Friends Anymore

Although I've stopped being friends with people in the past, this most recent friendship dissolution definitely hurt me the most. It happened about a week ago and I still can't process that she won't be in my life anymore. I keep reminding myself that everyone is not meant to be in our lives forever. It… Continue reading We Really Aren’t Friends Anymore

Life

F%$@ Corona! Signed, A Frustrated Black Creative

Earlier this month I gave an update on how I'm doing. However, it is almost August and things have changed drastically. Last month I filmed one episode of season 2 of Reckless Behavior The Series. After not filming anything since season 1 production ended last November, it felt so damn good to be back in… Continue reading F%$@ Corona! Signed, A Frustrated Black Creative

Life

LIFE UPDATE: Adjusting to the Coronavirus

Hi everyone! Since I have been wrapped up in Reckless Behavior The Series, I haven't blogged in a while. Therefore, I decided that it was time to give ya'll an update. In the beginning of quarantine, I wasn't as pissed off as everyone else. I was actually happy to be able to work from home,… Continue reading LIFE UPDATE: Adjusting to the Coronavirus

Life

RTR: When Will It Be My Turn?

Whenever I find out that someone I know or follow on social media is expecting a child, I am happy for them, but a part of me is bitter. I have always longed for the day I become a mother. I was supposed to graduate from college, find a good job, marry a "college sweetheart",… Continue reading RTR: When Will It Be My Turn?

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RTR: No Condom? It’s Coo!

Although the Coronavirus Pandemic has been extremely problematic and given scores of people across the globe anxiety, it has caused a lot of us to cope the best way we know how... through humor. Being a naturally paranoid person, I find myself thinking about the worst case scenario more often than I should. However, I… Continue reading RTR: No Condom? It’s Coo!

Life

How I Ended Up With 4 Jobs

Hey ya’ll! I haven’t updated you in months, so I figured it’s about that time. First and foremost, thank you to everyone who has supported me and watched Reckless Behavior The Series!!! It has gotten over 10k accumulative views so far and I have gotten way more positive feedback than I anticipated. I was so… Continue reading How I Ended Up With 4 Jobs