I had just been broken up with and I had been busting it open expeditiously. All I wanted was someone to “care about me” and give me attention. None of the men I met online were consistent enough, so I continued to swipe. Mid February, I met Lance. After continuous messages from grown ass men … More Michaela’s Tale: Random Chick Shows Up
I am a person I breathe I have feelingsI have a life But to you I’m a dollA play thingSomething you deal with until you get tired of it Why even pick me up in the first place?Why not just leave me in my box with my pretty clothes and accessories?I was doing fine and … More Leave me in this box.
I had an okay weekend. Drank a lot of alcohol and cried less than I did last week. It wasn’t until I turned on the tv to watch my favorite show. I looked at my avatar next to his and realized I should probably sign out and sign up for my own streaming service accounts. … More Diary Of A Mad Black Woman
It was January 27th. This was the official day I was supposed to move out of California. I was so sad that my trip had to be pushed back a week, because I was ready to start my new life. I fought the urge to see it as a sign, because I was attempting to … More I’m Not Bitter, I’m Mad As Hell
I’ve always considered myself someone who doesn’t like change. It’s easier for me to stick with what I’m used to and comfortable with, because the idea of change gives me anxiety and I begin to fear the unknown. In recent years I started to realize that living this way has kept me in a box. … More JANUARY= ADAPTING TO CHANGES
Although I’ve stopped being friends with people in the past, this most recent friendship dissolution definitely hurt me the most. It happened about a week ago and I still can’t process that she won’t be in my life anymore. I keep reminding myself that everyone is not meant to be in our lives forever. It … More We Really Aren’t Friends Anymore
Earlier this month I gave an update on how I’m doing. However, it is almost August and things have changed drastically. Last month I filmed one episode of season 2 of Reckless Behavior The Series. After not filming anything since season 1 production ended last November, it felt so damn good to be back in … More F%$@ Corona! Signed, A Frustrated Black Creative
Hi everyone! Since I have been wrapped up in Reckless Behavior The Series, I haven’t blogged in a while. Therefore, I decided that it was time to give ya’ll an update. In the beginning of quarantine, I wasn’t as pissed off as everyone else. I was actually happy to be able to work from home, … More LIFE UPDATE: Adjusting to the Coronavirus
Whenever I find out that someone I know or follow on social media is expecting a child, I am happy for them, but a part of me is bitter. I have always longed for the day I become a mother. I was supposed to graduate from college, find a good job, marry a “college sweetheart”, … More RTR: When Will It Be My Turn?
Although the Coronavirus Pandemic has been extremely problematic and given scores of people across the globe anxiety, it has caused a lot of us to cope the best way we know how… through humor. Being a naturally paranoid person, I find myself thinking about the worst case scenario more often than I should. However, I … More RTR: No Condom? It’s Coo!