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Splinters

Splinters in my hands from opening the door so much. Letting you back in is a mistake I like choosing. It never matters how much my finger tips bleed in agony. Sharp pieces cutting at the palms of my hands as I slam it shut. My tears haven't dried yet. Footsteps creeping back upstairs to… Continue reading Splinters

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Flow

My eyes are tired from wrestling with my dreams at night, my body's weary from fighting all the demons creeping their way inside. My soul, it's wounded from all the secrets I know, but I can't give up now, I gotta go with the flow. My mind is racing with thoughts of all my struggle… Continue reading Flow

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Things That Keep Me Going When I’m Down.

Looking at me you can never tell if I'm having a good or bad day because the expression on my face doesn't change much. Can we say permanent bitch face? Also there are times I enjoy being to myself, so if you catch me being extremely quiet you may assume something is wrong when it's… Continue reading Things That Keep Me Going When I’m Down.

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She’s Really Gone… 😢

She's really gone. My Granny... the woman I was named after... is gone... Sunday seemed like a regular day. I woke up, went to church, cleaned my house and went to chill with my friends. I didn't get to my friends house til 8PM and the plan was to chill for a couple hours then… Continue reading She’s Really Gone… 😢

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Being Called Ugly

A couple days ago I was informed that someone referred to me as "ugly." I was literally told this via text message and I literally dropped my phone after I read it. Now don't get me wrong, I have been called ugly before, but this one cut deep. The person who said it is somebody… Continue reading Being Called Ugly

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The Sensitive One (PART 2)

Dre had transferred to the Orchard Supply I worked at from another store. He came to our store working the way he was used to and he got in trouble a couple times for not following procedure. The worst thing Dre did was accidentally give away an expensive grill. One of our managers instructed him… Continue reading The Sensitive One (PART 2)

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The Lazy One

I wasn't with Benjamin for long, but it felt like forever. Our relationship was eight months of me trying to change him and mold him into what I wanted... it was a fail. It all started the summer before senior year when Ben randomly added me on Facebook. We never really talked at school, but… Continue reading The Lazy One

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In My Dark Times

“The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, but expecting different results” ~Albert Einstein I am up at 2am. I am troubled right now and I have a lot on my mind. I could sit here and act like I'm perfect but I'm not and tonight is a rough night. I… Continue reading In My Dark Times

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That Time I Stood Up For Myself

Hey everyone!  This blog is a little different than my usual ones: I wrote this for Shesbeenthere.com . It is a little more personal than I usually get so please enjoy: As tears came to my eyes, I balled my fists and cleared my throat. I couldn’t take it anymore; “Listen to me, you can… Continue reading That Time I Stood Up For Myself