Tag: emotions

Bitch, I’m Not Bitter… I’m Frustrated

April 22, 2019

Baby Mama – noun Slang: Often Disparaging and Offensive. ¹the biological mother of a man’s child, not married to the child’s father and usually not in a relationship with him.   The minute someone finds out you have a child the stereotypes start flooding the place. You’re no longer looked at as a MOTHER but a Baby Mama; The woman who can’t seem to let go of her baby daddy. The woman who’s always angry because … More Bitch, I’m Not Bitter… I’m Frustrated

Splinters

April 21, 2019

Splinters in my hands from opening the door so much. Letting you back in is a mistake I like choosing. It never matters how much my finger tips bleed in agony. Sharp pieces cutting at the palms of my hands as I slam it shut. My tears haven’t dried yet. Footsteps creeping back upstairs to … More Splinters

Internal Asylum

April 3, 2019

Something ain’t right I can feel it in me. I’m not normally like this and I know how it should be. One minute I’m up then I’m down. I barely smile, and I constantly frown. I don’t speak to anyone and I barely come around. I lock the door up and check in on me. … More Internal Asylum

The Setback

March 20, 2019

I didn’t see it. I didn’t realize how… … how natural it is… … how inescapable it is. I thought that I was a failure Like I wasn’t doing it right Like I was behind in life Like I was STAGNANT. I thought that my family would judge me Like I wasn’t trying hard enough … More The Setback

Be His Peace?

March 14, 2019

Sit nicely, with your legs closed for the public but when he takes you into his home, bare all of your most precious parts to him. Taste every drop of him until you can no longer stomach it, be his chef even when you’re exhausted from working hard to stay pretty for him. Keep your … More Be His Peace?

The Struggle Between being the Bigger Person and Telling it Like it is

February 23, 2019

I have always been one to be fairly quiet. Keeping my emotions in and allowing others around me to use their words to get me down. Mostly for two reasons; 1. I did not want to have confrontation with anyone (verbally or physically). 2. I felt that because I had so much built up, no … More The Struggle Between being the Bigger Person and Telling it Like it is

Misha’s Room Episode 6: Unresolved Grief

February 21, 2019

And we’re back! Ready for Round 3! lol Hey y’all, welcome back to Misha’s Room. I hope y’all have been enjoying the frequent visits. I swear work, grad school, finalizing creative visions, opening a school, recording Misha’s Room AND trying to hold my sanity and relationship together is a bitch. But I’m back, and we’re … More Misha’s Room Episode 6: Unresolved Grief

Pick Me

February 15, 2019

I’ve fallen into something deeper than I intended, a situation-ship that didn’t have limits or boundaries. A silent agreement between us that kept me on my toes, a deep like and bond that no one else knows. We, existed together on nights when I couldn’t bare to be alone. On days when we didn’t schedule … More Pick Me