Life

Diary Of A Mad Black Woman

Photo by Lucxama Sylvain from Pexels I had an okay weekend. Drank a lot of alcohol and cried less than I did last week. It wasn't until I turned on the tv to watch my favorite show. I looked at my avatar next to his and realized I should probably sign out and sign up for my own… Continue reading Diary Of A Mad Black Woman

Life

I’m Not Bitter, I’m Mad As Hell

It was January 27th. This was the official day I was supposed to move out of California. I was so sad that my trip had to be pushed back a week, because I was ready to start my new life. I fought the urge to see it as a sign, because I was attempting to… Continue reading I’m Not Bitter, I’m Mad As Hell

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Where Do We Go From Here?

Sometimes I wonder why we even enter relationships; why be with someone we never truly know? Why tell them our secrets, make love to them, and eventually give our hearts without the guarantee of security? Where does this urge come from and what do we do when it all comes to an end? Breaking up… Continue reading Where Do We Go From Here?

My Life Be Like, poetry

TSS – “Letters To My Ex” Pt. 1

Hey everyone! My name is Sydney Reneé, but if you've been keeping up with me and my writing you should know that already. If you don't, take some time to go back and read a few of my articles. Usually I write poems for my series but I'm going to add a second part to… Continue reading TSS – “Letters To My Ex” Pt. 1

Life

Five Year Hoe Phase

A lot of people don't know this, but I lost my virginity at 14. My high school boyfriend who I thought I "loved" convinced me to do it and I definitely wasn't ready. I was so spooked and ashamed that I let my older boyfriend manipulate me that I didn't have sex again until I… Continue reading Five Year Hoe Phase

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Have You Truly Moved On?

"How you want me when you got a girl?" -SZA I'd say SZA said it best but trust me when I say I won't be playing anyone's weekend. I can't count the number of times a guy I've dated in the past has expressed how much they want me but the whole time are in… Continue reading Have You Truly Moved On?

Life

The Long Distance One (PART 2)

The whole time I was in Mississippi, Patrick and I were arguing. It would escalate so much that he'd go in the other room and give me the silent treatment for the rest of the night. The arguments weren't even that serious, but Patrick just couldn't let shit go. The breaking point was the night… Continue reading The Long Distance One (PART 2)

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Getting Dumped, Being Broke and Making a Tinder

A few weeks after I quit my job, I got dumped. I was already extremely depressed dealing with my newfound broke-ness and my break up was the straw on the camel's back. At this point, I had been sleeping as much as I could to avoid overthinking about my financial situation. I would periodically Door… Continue reading Getting Dumped, Being Broke and Making a Tinder

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The One From MocoSpace

By the time I was 15 I was a MocoSpace addict. I would sneak on it in class, I would spend my whole lunch on it and as soon as I finished my homework I'd spend hours in the chat rooms. I met a lot of girls and guys on there, but the one person… Continue reading The One From MocoSpace