Unable to stop writting. Currently gaining courage to share it.
Invest the eight hours of Sunday Service, into yourself. If you spend hours in church, spend each Sunday during those hours on yourself. On getting to know you, or doing something that excites you the most. On what you like. And if you don’t know…don’t worry, you have eight hours to figure it out! That’s … More Church
Once ego checks itself things become much easier: this is self reflection. I was able to see for the first time. Feel and connect in ways that are unexplainable to the human languages. Everything that I’ve ever known has been disintegrated into tiny pieces. Dust now and everything that l have ever wanted l am … More This Is Self Reflection
Change comes only if you want it. The saying that has been resonating with me for three to four months now is ”the best apology is changed behavior”. The friendships with the bad behavior patterns causing pain but not astronomically sat in comfort while l suffered silently. The friendships with catastrophic damage were determined the … More Change Is Only For The Willing
I just want to express how proud I am of myself. I did that! I took my pain and I finally decided to look at it like really look at itand not hide from it anymore. And boy did this disrupt my entire lifeand what l had set in motion all my proud coping mechanisms that … More I Did It!
She feels safe with his guns. If she feels protected by the guns how often do these unwanted moments come into play?‘ Ya know, for the gun to be activated. Between those times, who’s protecting whom? Her feeling protected by the guns… Now, what if you take the guns away?Will she still feel protected… Now, l … More Bang Bang
On your darkest daysand on the dayswhere you are not toofond of yourselfjust remember.You are not alone. On the dayswhere youbeat yourself upfor loving someonewho treated you like shit. The times that you contemplategoing back to them.Just for a second.Just for a penisjust for a hug just to avoid being lonely.You are not alone. I let … More For Ash
For a moment today I forgot who the fuck I was. Just for a moment I thought that I would have to pack up all of my favorite things inside of a blue IKEA bag. At least the things that I can carry on me and leave at a couple of friends houses. With all … More New Moon New Move
Your gift will make room for you. Your Gift: The thing that you do the absolute best without any effort.
If I could give you something priceless for Christmas it would be to hold yourself the way you want a woman to hold you. And be good to yourself that way. To tell yourself all the things you want to hear from a woman. For those voices be your new voice. Your mom’s All the … More The Lost Man
Rihanna came on driving to LAX, that song, we found love in a hopeless place how she sings about yellow diamonds in the sky. It brought mini tears to my eyes, because l have never felt more confident in my decision, to teleport to the past in order to access my future key. A tornado … More Happy Birthday To Me
